*Stepping up on soapbox* I'm reminded daily of mothers who are blessed with these children and they don't care. They aren't concerned with their welfare first, no, they think of themselves. This enrages me. Because I'm without my child and they could care less about theirs. Your children are being intrusted to you to raise right and to love. NOT neglect, push aside, and consider a nuisance. I wish with all my heart that I could have my precious one.I don't. *Stepping down off soapbox*
On our way home we got a flat tire. This is a normal stress of life. And surprisingly dealing with my grief in the big picture a flat tire isn't really that big of deal.
Sorry I'm rambling. Anyhow I received an email from A Heart To Hold . This organization is doing something priceless. If you haven't lost a child this may seem odd to you. However, through my own experience I can't wait to hold my heart. My arms and heart ache for our child. I'm just so thankful to them. Right now there are 600 families who are waiting for A Heart To Hold.
If you know someone who has suffered this kind of loss be kind to them. Let them talk about their baby even if it makes you uncomfortable. Acknowledge that if the baby was a week or full term it was their child.
Dear Baby, Oh how mommy loves you.
Dear J, thanks for being understanding.
Dear O, E, J - Lala loves you and prays for you.
Dear K,M,R- Remember your children should come before your needs. They need you. Love them like you should.
Dear G, We all love you. And cherish you. Don't be down it worries me.
Dear Ovaries, Its time to start OVULATING!!
Dear Blog friends, Thank you for your encouraging words and sticking with me :)
Dear J, I love you.
Dear Jesus, Your all I need. Thank you for giving me that little gift tonight. <3