One year ago today a new season in my life was manifested. One year ago this morning around 2am we lost our precious baby. Hope would be around 4 months right now had she been meant to stay on this earth. Even though my heart is broken I feel Gods presence with me today, so strong. Through many talks and prayers with my God, I made it through these last few days without being devastated. Through my obiedance I believe God gave more healing to my heart. Sunday morning was extremely difficult. But I received so much support. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. My sweet friends and family held me hand, rubbed my back, gave me hugs as I stood for the first time as a mom on the stage with the rest of the moms. I can not even begin to describe how much they helped. I know without their support and God's supernatural strength I wouldn't have made it through. As I left service I felt a little lighter, a little bit of that dark grief left. Last night was our women...
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DeleteYou have a story quite similar to mine. From you and your husbands story to struggles with PCOS and infertility. I just told my husband after church tonight that I felt I had no one to talk to when I had a "no baby pity party" because all my friends have children. God knew I needed this tonight. Thank you for sharing your life.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad that you found my blog. It is such a hard journey isn't? I beyond thrilled that God led you here. Sometimes this journey is really lonely! Please feel fee to email me anytime auntlala25 (at) gmail or stay connected here. This blog and meeting people through this blog has been really amazing! I'll be lifting you up in prayer.
DeleteWhile reading your story "I could put it down"! I'm tickled at the fact that mine and my husband's love story is quite similar. Whirlwind romance and wild first date. I was humored. God really is an awesome matchmaker :) I will definitely be following your blog.
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