Starting last Monday this week was a complete roller coaster. Not sure if I could ever explain to anyone how painful it has been. I've struggled with if I should write about my experience. To write about something so close to you can make you seem so vulnerable. Writing has always helped me. I've kept a journal since I was nine. I've always been very analytical with my feelings and things going on around me. Which is why I have a journal, a prayer journal, and a blog :) Crazy, I know. I usually don't have much time to write in any of them, but the blog. I wonder how many women suffer silently because of what this one even does to us emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I don't want to suffer alone. I needed to know that what I'm feeling is normal. Even though people can be very sympathetic, some seem like it is no big deal. It was a big deal. And every second with the Lords help I'm making it. Last Monday night I had a miscarriage. Even as I type ...
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DeleteYou have a story quite similar to mine. From you and your husbands story to struggles with PCOS and infertility. I just told my husband after church tonight that I felt I had no one to talk to when I had a "no baby pity party" because all my friends have children. God knew I needed this tonight. Thank you for sharing your life.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad that you found my blog. It is such a hard journey isn't? I beyond thrilled that God led you here. Sometimes this journey is really lonely! Please feel fee to email me anytime auntlala25 (at) gmail or stay connected here. This blog and meeting people through this blog has been really amazing! I'll be lifting you up in prayer.
DeleteWhile reading your story "I could put it down"! I'm tickled at the fact that mine and my husband's love story is quite similar. Whirlwind romance and wild first date. I was humored. God really is an awesome matchmaker :) I will definitely be following your blog.
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