Aunt LaLa

What a season of trust that I have been walking through! I know these last few months I have been scarce, with good reason. I'm walking into the last part of my pregnancy. And this pregnancy has brought many trials and struggles that I did not have with my son. However the pregnancy has gone very well, and our new baby is going to be healthy. We are praying and believing that she will be healthier and have a non emergency C-section. I have been healthy, I have had to be on several medications that I was not on previously. I take several insulin injections a day, I am on hypertension medication, and other medicines. This pregnancy started out very emotional and alot of ups and downs. You can read about that here Here I am 34 weeks pregnant as I'm about to publish this post. We are having a sweet little girl... And I cannot wait. She moves all the time and I love it. I've had to rest and trust that she is going to be okay. We have dealt with many stressf

I am not one of them. That was my thought as I sat a Panera. I chuckled to myself thinking it was not that long ago that I was giggly and a little less scared by life. When you talk to, or watch people alot younger than you, I would imagine this at any age, you take notice in the things that are different. I know it may sound dramatic...but isn't that what writing is anyway. A little drama goes a long way... it drags the reader in... captivates them by what will happen next. People watching probably is one of my favorite things to do. At this point I feel like I am more wired this way naturally. ' Noticing what people are doing or not doing...what their body language is tends to register in my mind. I notice small things. Tones. Looks. Subtle reactions. My intuition is usually on point. So I notice when things change. My roll in life has changed. I am in my early thirties, in my mind I am still the awkward girl who trips over her own feet right in front of t