Today I celebrate the fact that God had other plans for my life then what I actually thought or was told.
when I was 15 I was told that I would probably never be able to have children naturally.
Then 3 years ago exactly today my biggest dream of having a child I thought was gone forever. Josh and I suffered a loss a very surprising loss. we made it through that with God's grace and strength and I was able to gain friendships through this tragedy that I never thought I would. Hopefully by sharing my testimony through that trying time somebody was touch or encourage through Christ and our testimony. We think about Hope often but somehow our wounds and grief have subsided with the love and gift that we have with Ethan. We haven't forgot about our angel in heaven but are continuing to celebrate life here on earth.
This morning I was reminded by an app on my phone 2 years ago exactly today God spoke to me through a complete stranger. This stranger had no idea that may 15th held such a hold on my heart. As I walked by a bus at the school I was working at I was stopped by the bus driver who then told me that God told her to tell me that he sees my heart and he seesbmy desires and then I would have what I desired and that everything is well. This was in 2013.
you can read my post about that day here with more detail:
Then exactly one year ago today I found out that my miracle was going to be a little boy! Josh and I were absolutely ecstatic! it was a day of healing. Through my pregnancy my heart was restored and pulled away from grief and more toward life.
So today May 15 2015 I am celebrating with my little boy Ethan he is 8 months old today!
I'm writing this today to encourage someone, someone that needs a miracle, who's at the end of the rope, who needs to know that God is still God and he is big enough to handle any situation. Doctors told me I wouldn't have a child, I told myself at times I would not have a child, BUT GOD had different plans.
Be encouraged my friends my love to you all!
My eight month old miracle