Heavy Heart
Not really the first post I wanted to write after Thanksgiving, but it is on my heart. It is so upsetting that again we are watching a shooting at a school in Colorado. I just do not understand what is going on and why? I know there are several opinions politically and otherwise of the reasons. I cannot stop thinking about the shooter today who was a student. I hate what he did, I hate that his actions wounded two other students, I hate that his actions caused these parents and students to experience such a tragedy... But I DO NOT hate the shooter. What was going through his mind? Why did he do this? What was he thinking right before he took his own life? My stomach is sick, sick with the thoughts of the shooters family and his friends... or anyone who has contact with him... thinking what could I have done? Did I do enough? It is just sickening... I read on a local news station on Facebook that when they announced that the sh...