Aunt LaLa

I think I've asked myself this question many many times. My sister is expecting again. She will be having my nephew Mason in April. I have not met her fiance but she seems to be happy, and I'm happy for her. I know that God has a plan for each of us... But honestly this broke my heart. And maybe I should not write about this but it is how I feel. I know my sister would understand if she read this. She has lost a baby, my nephew Ashton. She lost him in 2008 and it was heartbreaking. She was about 4/5 months when Ashton passed. Thankfully she has been able to carry JJ and Cayden ,not without difficulties, but they are healthy. Now, I say all that to say I cannot say I was not heart broken when I found out initially she was pregnant. Honestly I was angry at God. However, in the last few weeks I have worked on processing all of this and talking it out with God. I have to keep reminding myself what God has shown me. 1. I do not know what God's plan is for my sister, h...

Can I just say everytime I look at my new blog design I smile? I love it! I must give credit where credit is due... I found the basic template at The Cutest Blog on the Block . Then I tweaked it to my specifications (nice big word fer ya). :) I then went to Blog Button Generator , this was the EASIEST way to make your own blog button! So please share the love :) And its FREE!! (now go ahead and add my button.. seriously its so cute!) I can not wait until Monday when I can annouce something very exciting! God is so good and faithful let me tell you! And no I'm not pregnant. I know that always probably pops in your head when I say I have  an announcement... So a little update on that part of our life. After not being successful after a month of following "directions" from the Dr. I kinda had a HUGE   bit of a melt down. When Eve's curse reared its ugly head I spent a week crying and being depressed. I then realized that I can not deal with the pressure and ...