Did not think I would ever write this...
I have a draft that I was working on at the end of January. I had every intention of filling my blog with with a post at least once a week. I had some drafts put together. At the end of January, our lives kind of took a crazy turn. One in which I was not expecting. (long post ahead...) Little did we know this crazy turn would be an up and down emotional roller coaster. I was feeling pretty tired and sensitive, normal for me when getting close to "that" time. I was talking to my sister and realized that I was late. About a week late. Which since having Ethan only happened once... When I was pregnant with Little Bit. I bought a pack of two, went home. Did the test let it sit, the one line that always shows up quickly showed... So I sat it down. Told myself it's not time, it may never be time. That's okay. We can adopt. My normal pep talk I give myself after every negative test. I waited the appropriate time, gathered the trash and