Sometimes and Always

I love how God weaves things together. Because of the loss of our precious one I've gotten to know some incredible women.

And they way they have reached out to me. Something that I loved that was said by a dear friend of mine.

 "I do not NEED anyone, I only NEED God. I choose to allow you in my life and share it with me" SQF

 So, even though it may be painful. I'm not going to be counting on certain people anymore. Because frankley they let you down, but God is always faithful...

* Stepping off of soapbox*

Now its time for some fun!



 

Sometimes... I can not realize by unhealthy behavior
Always... try to work on those areas of my life 

Sometimes...I'm not completely honest with a close friend of mine
Always... eventually we talk about it

Sometimes... I'm checking facebook ALL day
Always... feel horrible about it

Sometimes... I am sensitive to things around me and things people say
Always...Cry and pray, then I feel better

Sometimes... I get so sad about our baby that I forget to be thankful about the things I'm blessed with
Always... I'm always thankful of how blessed I am to have Josh

Sometimes...I look at Abby and know she is getting old:(
Always...love her just as much as I did when she was born 

Sometimes... I miss living in GA
Always...Remember how I hate it when I go down there.LOL

Sometimes ...I wonder if anyone reads my blog
Always... Doesn't matter, I love blogging anyway :) I humour myself! 

Got to get back to the books!! Mid term tonight!!! eeEEeeeKKKkkk!!! 

Its comprehensive too! 

Happy Blogging!

Comments

  1. ValerieJuly 17, 2012 at 10:25 AM

    I LOVE LOVE LOVE your blog. I get really excited when it shows up on my feed that you have a new post.

    Sounds like you've been having a lot of inner issues lately with friends. I hope all of this gets resolved soon. At least for me, having tension or weirdness with a friend is so incredibly hard. I feel like losing a friend is worse than a breakup!!

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  2. UnknownJuly 17, 2012 at 10:38 AM

    I love this! And I love your honestly! And it makes me laugh, because I SOMETIMES feel and do these things you listed! lol

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  3. sleelyJuly 17, 2012 at 11:03 AM

    I don't know who let you down dear but you are right, all we really need is the Lord. Love

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  4. SherryJuly 17, 2012 at 2:02 PM

    Me me me me...I read it! (jumping up and down waving hands in the air) Haha! Okay, I'm just trying to make you laugh a little. I know you have been through a tough time, but God will see you through this, and your relationship with your husband will be stronger for the battle you've fought together. God will bless you with more children; I just know He will because He's that kind of God! I pray every day for true friends that will really be there for me and support me. I also find myself disappointed a lot in people that were so-called friends. Hope you are having a good day!

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  5. ValerieJuly 17, 2012 at 3:00 PM

    So I just wanted to let you know that I nominated you for the Liebster Award. I hope that's okay?!?!

    http://branhamsworld.blogspot.com/2012/07/liebster-award.html

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