Thursday, Thursday

Have lots on my mind... Thinking about various things. 

Mainly our baby. Missing her terribly right now. That is whats going on. I've warned you several times that I'm going to be extremely transparent. Today is one of those days. 

Mommy misses you. oxox

So, I'm going to post a video that has been playing in my head over the last couple days.... and brings me comfort. Its a beautiful song. 



Happy Blogging :)


Comments

  1. ValerieJune 21, 2012 at 9:54 AM

    We're here for you. My heart genuinely breaks for you Lauren.

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  2. CandiJune 21, 2012 at 10:50 AM

    You know what? Losing a child is a hurt no one can fathom unless they've been there. So be as transparent as you want, we wouldn't want it any other way.

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