Friday Letters!!
Never dreamed...
Starting last Monday this week was a complete roller coaster. Not sure if I could ever explain to anyone how painful it has been. I've struggled with if I should write about my experience. To write about something so close to you can make you seem so vulnerable. Writing has always helped me. I've kept a journal since I was nine. I've always been very analytical with my feelings and things going on around me. Which is why I have a journal, a prayer journal, and a blog :) Crazy, I know. I usually don't have much time to write in any of them, but the blog. I wonder how many women suffer silently because of what this one even does to us emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I don't want to suffer alone. I needed to know that what I'm feeling is normal. Even though people can be very sympathetic, some seem like it is no big deal. It was a big deal. And every second with the Lords help I'm making it. Last Monday night I had a miscarriage. Even as I type ...
Perfect name for Hope! Glad that you are doing something to help others too. Love you
ReplyDeleteAwww, the balloon release sounds like such a wonderful way to remember and support others who have also been through the most painful loss we can ever experience! I totally missed the giveaway...I'm not a twitter user or most of the other social media. I'll try to add you to my facebook though. Keep up the blogging...it is good for the soul and you'll enjoy having the record in the future when you are sharing it with your babies! :-)
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