Blog Block

I don't know why, but I'm having the hardest time thinking of something interesting to write. Maybe its because there is SO much going on my mind feels like a tornado! LOL

Maybe because I'm a little disappointed in my blog growth... I'm not sure what I need to do to make it more interesting? Not sure... I have followers but no comments... So are these post even being read?

Sorry the pity party ending NOW.

I cannot believe I will be 27 on the 15th!!! For some reason this particular birthday is making me feel old! I don't know why? Maybe its because this feels like I'm officially on my way to 30, I officially will be in my late 20's...

Every year in my twenties I've felt I've grown-up. Its strange. It's like "This year I really feel grown-up".  I feel like this year has been a time of growth and I DO feel older. Just maybe I will feel like this every year of my life. A little more "grown-up". Life is a series of cycles and when we go through each we grow, change, and become different. I'm not the same women I was when I was 20. In fact looking back I wouldn't call myself a women but a girl. I thought I had the world figured out, myself figured out. When in fact now in this point in my life I realize I'm learning everyday. Every moment.

What was an age you really felt like this? Where you knew you had grown so much but knew you still had so much to learn?

Until tomorrow... Happy Blogging!


Comments

  1. sleelyOctober 10, 2012 at 10:23 AM

    I love reading your blog! It will pick up more and more readers!! I will try to remember to share also. Love you

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  2. SherryOctober 10, 2012 at 1:27 PM

    I like your blog too, missy! You are very sweet and honest and have a big ol' heart! I want great things to happen for you, and I know they will. My advice is to just keep blogging for you...God is using you through this blog, and you will inspire others. On the growing up thing, I think you probably feel like you changed a lot this year because you did. You became a parent for one! And you became a parent to a little baby who went to heaven which is a very big life-changing event. Your naive little world (I don't mean that in any derogatory way) just got blown wide open. God uses these big life changing events for His purpose and to help us "grow" as well. I can't wait to read more about your journey to parenthood! :-)

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  3. RickOctober 10, 2012 at 1:53 PM

    Your grown up when you realize you don't have it all figured out love ya

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  4. juneOctober 10, 2012 at 5:24 PM

    dont you ever stop growing and learning , just realize that you are never going to be grown ,it is a lifelong process ,enjoy the journey ,the sorrows and joys all become building blocks ,no matter how old you are ,love is life

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    1. LaLaOctober 11, 2012 at 10:03 AM

      Thank you for the words of encouragement! :)

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  5. T&SOctober 10, 2012 at 6:11 PM

    I'm here :) I have been so busy that I have not been reading anything lately. But I do love your blog :)

    Please don't lose focus on "you". Blog for yourself and not for the followers.

    XO Lourdes

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