Friday Letters!!
One year ago today my life changed
One year ago today a new season in my life was manifested. One year ago this morning around 2am we lost our precious baby. Hope would be around 4 months right now had she been meant to stay on this earth. Even though my heart is broken I feel Gods presence with me today, so strong. Through many talks and prayers with my God, I made it through these last few days without being devastated. Through my obiedance I believe God gave more healing to my heart. Sunday morning was extremely difficult. But I received so much support. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. My sweet friends and family held me hand, rubbed my back, gave me hugs as I stood for the first time as a mom on the stage with the rest of the moms. I can not even begin to describe how much they helped. I know without their support and God's supernatural strength I wouldn't have made it through. As I left service I felt a little lighter, a little bit of that dark grief left. Last night was our women&
Perfect name for Hope! Glad that you are doing something to help others too. Love you
ReplyDeleteAwww, the balloon release sounds like such a wonderful way to remember and support others who have also been through the most painful loss we can ever experience! I totally missed the giveaway...I'm not a twitter user or most of the other social media. I'll try to add you to my facebook though. Keep up the blogging...it is good for the soul and you'll enjoy having the record in the future when you are sharing it with your babies! :-)
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