Friday Letters!
One year ago today my life changed
One year ago today a new season in my life was manifested. One year ago this morning around 2am we lost our precious baby. Hope would be around 4 months right now had she been meant to stay on this earth. Even though my heart is broken I feel Gods presence with me today, so strong. Through many talks and prayers with my God, I made it through these last few days without being devastated. Through my obiedance I believe God gave more healing to my heart. Sunday morning was extremely difficult. But I received so much support. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. My sweet friends and family held me hand, rubbed my back, gave me hugs as I stood for the first time as a mom on the stage with the rest of the moms. I can not even begin to describe how much they helped. I know without their support and God's supernatural strength I wouldn't have made it through. As I left service I felt a little lighter, a little bit of that dark grief left. Last night was our women&
Thinking about you babe! I wish I could do something really special for you... lets see.. oh yeah I can lend you a tent and you and JOsh can go camping! Cool evenings and a fire, take your lawn chair and make some smores. Look at the stars and meditate on the good things in life!! Ok, when you coming to get the tent? Love ya
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ReplyDeleteI am so broke hearted that this month isn't the month. I was just thinking about y'all today, wondering if you'd have good news to report. Will keep praying and praying for you sweet girl.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that this wasn't the month for y'all. I pray that God blesses y'all soon with the desires of y'alls hearts! And until then, may all the glory and honor go to Him as y'all handle this situation so gracefully.
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