It is the 2nd of the new year. 2013 is here.
All around me I hear people saying what they are changing this year... what they plan to do... what is going to make this different.
As I have reflected on this year I realize that I do not want to make plans. I don't want to make resolutions to only break them.
So, I'm just going to live. To take one day at a time. To try my best.
Which in a way I guess is a plan of sorts.
I want to live my life this year and enjoy it. Not to be walking around with a shadow of grief and disappointment. Sometimes I feel like a broken record when I talk about Hope or being pregnant. But I knew January was going to be a difficult month. I would have had my Hope at the end of this month. I should be getting ready to welcome a new born. but I'm walking into a year with out her.
I'm obviously not my chipper self and I am not staying here in this down mood... but its something that is showing.
I will cling to the Lord for he is my hope, strength, and rock.
I'm looking forward to a better job, better marriage, and God doing new things.