It has been quiet over here at Aunt LaLa...
I am not sure why I have not blogged.. For one I do not have internet at home. And there has not been any down time at work or school for me to sit and write.
There has just been so much. After dealing with Mother's day and really feeling like I made some BIG steps in healing... I have just been pondering on some things.
From when I was a pre-teen I have felt this great call on my life. I can not begin to explain what it means, or what the call is. But I feel it in my bones.
As a teen I was different. As a adult I am different. It is just something that I know God has something big for me to do. A work for him.
I may never know what impact my life has until I get to Heaven. I am not thinking I am going to be some celebrity or something... Just I feel his presence pushing me to do something.
I am feeling a pull in one area and I am seeking the Lord as to what he wants.
My mind is filled with thoughts of next year when I graduate... What am I going to do?
I love my job! I really do.. But I do not think I will be doing this forever. Or maybe I will.
It is not that I have nothing to say my blogger friends... it is that I have SO much to say.
Today, I will put aside the inner wrestling and pondering. I get my neice and nephew to myself! :) Wish me luck! HA!
Have a fantastic Wednesday!
|I love this man!|