I love my husband...
His heart is one the biggest, loving, compassionate, and forgiving hearts I know.
I am not afraid to admit that something I work on is being high strung (if you ever meet my dad you will know I come by it honestly...giggle.
I do work hard on not being so demanding of MY way. I really do.Since January my education has been a little more taxing... grief has shown its ugly head... and changing to a more demanding job has really made my stress of perfection rise fairly quickly.
Usually there is lots of apologizing on my part. And on Josh's. But this is about my weak areas not his.
So because of my stress I usually feel the same things:
1. distance from Josh
2. very sensitive
3. then I cry
Here is the reason of this post...
Lastnight I was feeling all 3 of these things and when I get stressed all I can see is EVERYTHING that needs to get done.
-4 blog post for class
-7 pg paper
So the list goes...
So what does Josh do as I tell him he hurt my feelings... tells me he is sorry and hugs me.
And says "talk to me babe" ... which for me to put my feelings into words is hard for me sometimes. I eternalize everything and work it out that way.
Tells me just quit school (in jest of course which made me laugh)
And then tell me get comforable on my "school chair" and just concentrate on doing my school stuff. Next thing I know he made me something to eat and brought me a big drink.
THEN he cleaned the kitchen... wow what an amazing man I'm married to.
When I was worn down and frustrated he looked for a way to serve me.. .
Think of the impact we would make if we did that in our relationships? What would that look like if we loved that much in every aspect of our life...
I'm a very blessed wife... I love you Josh :)