Then there it was, I have to be honest I was nervous, excited, and even though I'm celebrating Hope my heart was hurting.
I'm so thankful for the support I recieve from my husband, family, and friends. I pray that the 15th at the balloon release there will be peace and a step toward healing for other women.
I feel many mixed emotions right now! One of them is excited, I know God opened this door and I cannot wait to see what he is going to do in Josh and I's lives.
Here is to my sweet baby, I love you Hope with all my heart.
In the video I show my heart. This heart is from A Heart to Hold. They are an amazing organization. Their mission is:
To offer comfort to families who have experienced pregnancy and infant loss by creating and sharing the gift of a weighted handmade heart.
I love my heart and it stays close to me. I'm so grateful to have recieved it.
The certificate I show is from The Shrine of The Holy Innocence. I took this from their website:
Often children who have died before birth have no grave or headstone, and sometimes not even a name. At The Church of The Holy Innocents, we invite you to name your child(ren) and to have the opportunity to have your baby's name inscribed in our "BOOK OF LIFE". Here, a candle is always lit in their memory. All day long people stop to pray. On the first Monday of every month, our 12:15pm Mass is celebrated in honor of these children and for the comfort of their families
Hope's certificate sits in our house where I can see it everyday.
What a roller coaster of emotions today....