October is Pregnancy and Infant loss awareness month.
1 in 4 woman suffer with this pain and grief everyday.
When we lost Hope, I truly thought I would die. It was my worst nightmare.
I have had some really bad day and some really good days.
Yesterday was a bad day, but today is a little better.
I have clung to my faith through this and want to extend a crying shoulder, a listening ear that needs it.
Honestly some days it seems that God has forgotten me, I know he hasn't because his word tells me he will never leave me... but it is some days I get down but he always gives me strength to move through.
I needed and need people to recognize our Hope, she was real and we love her.
I know I will always carry Hope with me.
No matter where I hear the word Hope I think of her.
I'm going to have a balloon release again this year. It will not be as formal as last year and I'm hoping to work on a actual walk and service for next year.
October 15th is the nationally recognized day for our babies!
If you have never watched the video please watch it.
Click this link http://www.october15th.com/transcription/ and click watch video. It needs to be viewed with Windows media player.
Today I just wanted you to know I'm here, and I will not say I understand because all of our experiences are different but I can relate to the pain and grief. Do not be ashamed. Open up and start healing.