Can I post a tad bit of a rant here?
Will you still love me anyway?
Aw, you are all so kind...
I read a post today from someone who had tried for years to get pregnant. Suffered miscarriages. It was a painful experience that ended in a positive! She conceived and now has a beautiful baby!
Here is the really frustrating part... She complains about this child all the time. How she gets annoyed with things she does. Or how she is grateful because she doesn't have hear her noises when she sleeps because she is now in her own room.
This really upsets me. I know having a child can be trying. But I would think after years of wanting a child there would a tad bit more joy coming from the situation. I can only imagine how I would be if I get to be a mom. But I know for certain it would be the most joyous thing of my life. I would LOVE to be able to conceive and have a beautiful baby. Or hold Hope.
What about being employed? I know that all jobs are not the greatest. And I've had some job that were not the funnest. BUT, I had a job. You have to have a job to make money, money to support your family, family to have a happy life ... right? Do you realize how many homeless families we have in America? How many we have unemployed? How many children go to bed hungry??
We have all had those sad lonely nights where we just wanted to be loved? HA! Am I right?
So you have a spouse and you chose to marry them. But they are just not good enough anymore. So you complain about them. Not putting any effort into making your marriage better. NOPE, you complain.
This my friends is BLURRY VISION... You have been BLESSED by God, yet you can't see past your selfishness to see that.
Living your life for your own personal gain, being selfish, begin ungrateful is a sad existance.
I'm not saying I don't have down days because I do. But you cancel the invites to your self-pity party and move on.
Get in your word see how the disciples lived. See how Jesus lived.
WHEW! That feels better :) Better things tomorrow! Back to studying for this final :)