To every season turn turn turn
Here we are at the beginning of the holiday season! Time is just zooming around right along with my boy who zooming everywhere walking...
Change is tough. Really tough... But I am writing about change on the tail end of my season of change.
We have settled into our new home, new roles, and a different life than we had known before our boy.
It is much easier to say "everything is going well" now that we have been doing this for more than a year. I cannot believe I just typed that!
As a family we have made some difficult decisions on the behalf of Ethan and what is best for him. As of May of this year we decided it was best for me to stay home with Ethan for the time being. We have had to make sacrifices and our budget is extremely tight. It was also a great fit for me.
After having Ethan I had some serious Postpartum Depression. But that is for another post...
This last year has been amazing, stressful, but there has just been so much love.
Traveling through a new season in our marriage, new season in our family immediate and extended.
God takes us through these seasons I feel for different reasons.
1. To draw him closer to him
2. To cause growth in you
3. To propel/prepare you to your next "job" or place in your life.
I am so incredibly thankful for my boys. My big one and little one.
I know this season is not forever, and I will be returning to work eventually... we will go through another transition period.
There is so much I want to just pour out... So much self searching I am doing right now. Probably because I am 30 now!! YES I AM 30! How did that happen? I have no idea.
I am excited about 30. 30 holds so much. My E growing and maybe he will be joined by a sibling (Only God knows that one), Watching my family grow and get older. Hopefully buying a house.
God has really been showing me things about myself and directing in a different way than I thought he would. But I am trusting him to open the doors he wants me to walk through, guiding my steps.
I am excited to say that I am ready to start blogging again! I loved it but when Ethan came along there was just so much we went through I could not concentrate.
But I am back! And look forward to getting back to writing!
|My baby turned one! Yo Gabba Gabba style! Excuse my hubby's goofy grin! He makes me laugh!|
See you soon,