Warning: Rant ahead
My post on here, my personal Facebook, my Instagram account almost never hold a rant. There is this stigma that really gets under my skin. I lost my baby at six weeks and one day. And I am grieving. It is hard. No that does not make my love any less for E. No his everyday smiles does not some how magically erase my broken heart. (It sure helps me smile though) No I am not reveling in the past but mourning a child... that I already had dreamed of. Made plans for. Decided on a name if it was a girl. No I am not being dramatic. If you know me at all the desire to be a mother has been strong in my heart since childhood. So to loose something you so desperately want is heartbreaking. It does not take away from my faith, or mean I don't trust in God. It does mean I am questioning and asking why? It does mean that I get angry. And feel I have been dealt ...

Perfect name for Hope! Glad that you are doing something to help others too. Love you
ReplyDeleteAwww, the balloon release sounds like such a wonderful way to remember and support others who have also been through the most painful loss we can ever experience! I totally missed the giveaway...I'm not a twitter user or most of the other social media. I'll try to add you to my facebook though. Keep up the blogging...it is good for the soul and you'll enjoy having the record in the future when you are sharing it with your babies! :-)
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