Aunt LaLa

I have have been a mommy for a little over 2 years That's 28 months Which is 876 days Or you could say 21,024 hours When broken down like that it doesnt seem all that long. But I feel like it was a lifetime ago that it was the two of us. Before Ethan. Now to warn you I'm about to go all mom on you... So if you are a guy this may not be entertaining... If you have no interest to face the reality of being a mom...Or if you don't want to read my mom confessions.... Then this post is not for you ::smile:: I'm laughing here... Oh boy... So I was doing laundry...I noticed my underwear. They are quite... Eh worn I told J I really needed to get some underwear. He asked when was the last time I had gotten any new ones... I had to literally sit down and think. Think. And think. Oh moms...I really hope I'm not alone here. I have not bought new undies since I was pregnant with E. What in the world is wrong with me? I started to think... When di...

I wrote this post last month actually... and I felt it needed some editing. Here is the finished post. I didn't change the ending because in the moment of writing this God was working on my heart and turned my pity party into a very humble and personal moment... I hope it touches your heart in some way. These past couple weeks have been harder for me. Not sure if it's my sweet natured baby is now yelling, pitching fits, hitting when he is mad... Sigh. Then I was sick. Then hormones are acting up.  Whatever the cause I've really missed my life being just Josh and I.  I miss being able to stay on the phone for way too long with my best friend. I miss being in school.  I miss the camraderie of my cohort. I miss being able to enjoy going to work.  I would not change having Ethan. My BIG little miracle. The gift of being a mommy is one of the greatest gifts. I love him so much. But being a mommy sometimes is lonely. There is a sacrifice to be...