Is it my turn yet?
I think I've asked myself this question many many times. My sister is expecting again. She will be having my nephew Mason in April. I have not met her fiance but she seems to be happy, and I'm happy for her. I know that God has a plan for each of us... But honestly this broke my heart. And maybe I should not write about this but it is how I feel. I know my sister would understand if she read this. She has lost a baby, my nephew Ashton. She lost him in 2008 and it was heartbreaking. She was about 4/5 months when Ashton passed. Thankfully she has been able to carry JJ and Cayden ,not without difficulties, but they are healthy. Now, I say all that to say I cannot say I was not heart broken when I found out initially she was pregnant. Honestly I was angry at God. However, in the last few weeks I have worked on processing all of this and talking it out with God. I have to keep reminding myself what God has shown me. 1. I do not know what God's plan is for my sister, h...