Aunt LaLa

October is Pregnancy and Infant loss awareness month.  1 in 4 woman suffer with this pain and grief everyday.  When we lost Hope, I truly thought I would die. It was my worst nightmare.  I have had some really bad day and some really good days.  Yesterday was a bad day, but today is a little better.  I have clung to my faith through this and want to extend a crying shoulder, a listening ear that needs it.  Honestly some days it seems that God has forgotten me, I know he hasn't because his word tells me he will never leave me... but it is some days I get down but he always gives me strength to move through.  I needed and need people to recognize our Hope, she was real and we love her.  I know I will always carry Hope with me. No matter where I hear the word Hope I think of her.  I'm going to have a balloon release again this year. It will not be as formal as last year and I'm hoping to work on a actual wal...

I'm not sure who reads this from my local city in Knoxville or surrounding counties. But October 15th is National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness day. As you know Josh and I lost our precious Hope on May 15, 2012. In remembrance of ALL our losses I would love to have a balloon release. I know that this is something very painful, but I believe this could be healing. These were our children that we lost. I want to remember her and honor her memory. If you are interested in being apart of this and want to walk with me in this journey PLEASE let me know. The 15th isn't that far away. So if you want more information or would like to attend you can message me at auntlala25@gmail.com. Thank you!