Its Over

It is true...  When you read this I will be getting ready to walk across the stage with my diploma.

There are so many things changing this year.  Roles in my life that are ending and ones that are beginning.

Not to mention all my emotions about Mothers Day.

I have been a college student since 2005. August 19,2005 to be exact.  I have cried,  stressed,  studied,  accrued debt,  laughed, made great friends...  That is all coming to an end.  I'm in shock I have no book to study,  no paper to write,  no professor to complain about...  Through all the tough times,  honestly,  I'm going to miss it.  Terribly.

In just a few months I will be holding our precious little baby.  What a wonderful new, scary, overwhelming, it is a miracle role.

Add that to the overwhelming joy and still some grief in my heart,  emotions all over the place feelings I have about Mother's Day... And whew you have yourself a pretty emotional pregnant lady.

There is so much I want to write but alas I must go rest.  Energy does not come easy these days.  I can't wait to share all the baby updates.

I'm resting in God and listening to the encouraging words of my wonderful husband.

I'm so thankful!!  I made it with God's strength and mercy, added with my determination :)


Love,
Aunt LaLa

Comments

  1. Eloquent ObiMay 10, 2014 at 2:34 PM

    Yea! congrats and proud of you! Happy Mothers Day to you! Enjoy the time off and your new baby!

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  2. T&SMay 10, 2014 at 6:10 PM

    Happy Mother's day to you!

    XO Lourdes

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  3. sleelyMay 12, 2014 at 5:35 AM

    Time to rest a bit ! No stress of tests, no hurry to class, and your days are still busy with showers and summer! Seeing you on stage and knowing what you conquered to get there was a bit overwhelming to me so I know it was to you!! I love you!

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  4. SherryMay 12, 2014 at 12:03 PM

    Wow, what a long journey for you! You have so much to be proud of, and this is just one of your rewards. I seriously do not know where I found the time to go to school and still work full time for four years because I feel like I have been just as busy since I graduated. I can't wait to hear about the new adventures in your life as this one comes to an end! :-)

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