M.I.B.

M.I.B. - Missing In Blogging...

It has been quiet over here at Aunt LaLa...

I am not sure why I have not blogged.. For one I do not have internet at home. And there has not been any down time at work or school for me to sit and write.

There has just been so much. After dealing with Mother's day and really feeling like I made some BIG steps in healing... I have just been pondering on some things.

From when I was a pre-teen I have felt this great call on my life. I can not begin to explain what it means, or what the call is. But I feel it in my bones.

As a teen I was different. As a adult I am different. It is just something that I know God has something big for me to do. A work for him.

I may never know what impact my life has until I get to Heaven. I am not thinking I am going to be some celebrity or something...  Just I feel his presence pushing me to do something.

I am feeling a pull in one area and I am seeking the Lord as to what he wants.

My mind is filled with thoughts of next year when I graduate... What am I going to do?

I love my job! I really do.. But I do not think I will be doing this forever. Or maybe I will.

It is not that I have nothing to say my blogger friends... it is that I have SO much to say.

Today, I will put aside the inner wrestling and pondering. I get my neice and nephew to myself! :) Wish me luck! HA!


Have a fantastic Wednesday!

I love this man!

Comments

  1. SherryJune 5, 2013 at 2:15 PM

    Great picture of you two! I know the difficulties of trying to figure out where God is leading you but let go and just let him lead. I'll be praying for you!

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  2. sleelyJune 5, 2013 at 2:29 PM

    Good picture of you and Josh!Welcome back to your blogging. Your fans missed you.
    I know you have a calling on your life too!
    I copied this from a young man's blog that has now gone on to be with the Lord.
    Quote...
    "I think Marianne Williamson said it best:
    Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,but that we are powerful beyond measure.
    It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?
    Actually, who are you not to be?You are a child of God.
    Your playing small does not serve the world.There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
    We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.It is not just in some; it is in everyone.
    And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fear,our presence automatically liberates others."
    By Travis Alexander 30yrs old.

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