Pressure!

I'm feeling the pressure right now. I have a paper due Tuesday and our comprehensive final the same night. Professor Sheldon grades HARD. I thought I would at least get a B on my mid-term... oh no

He handed back my mid-term it looked like some one bled to death on there. It was full of RED ink! At that very moment I hated all red ink pens!!

Yes, I'm feeling the pressure. Leaning on God for strength and help to obtain all the crazy material. My goal is to finish this paper by Friday night. Then study for the COMPREHENSIVE final for Tuesday.

Kind of bummed that all this is right in the middle of starting our vacation. BOO to that...

I'm such a whiner today. Sorry.

I'm thankful that I'm able to continue my education. Thankful that we recieved an unexpected check in the mail. I'm thankful that WE at least can enjoy a vacation together. I'm thankful that we have an amazing life no matter the ups and the downs. I'm thankful, excited, scared  that I'm on my last pack on birth control.

Through all this stress, I'm trying not to think about how we will actually are about to try and get pregnant again. And we are hopeful. Please pray for us.

Happy Wednesday!!!


Comments

  1. SherryAugust 1, 2012 at 3:06 PM

    I feel your pain about school, girl! Ugh! I have a 15 page paper to write, and it just isn't coming along and work is being difficult. Haha! I am so excited for you guys to start trying again, and I pray that your second little miracle is just right around the corner! Have fun on vacation! :-)

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  2. T&SAugust 1, 2012 at 5:44 PM

    I am sure you will do great on your paper and your exam! Have an amazing vacay!

    XO Lourdes

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  3. ValerieAugust 1, 2012 at 5:53 PM

    You got this on your paper!!!! I know you can do it.

    Seriously, I just squealed out loud about your birth control. That's so weird, I know. I'm so incredibly excited about the prospect of what is to come!!!

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