Starting last Monday this week was a complete roller coaster. Not sure if I could ever explain to anyone how painful it has been. I've struggled with if I should write about my experience. To write about something so close to you can make you seem so vulnerable. Writing has always helped me. I've kept a journal since I was nine. I've always been very analytical with my feelings and things going on around me. Which is why I have a journal, a prayer journal, and a blog :) Crazy, I know. I usually don't have much time to write in any of them, but the blog. I wonder how many women suffer silently because of what this one even does to us emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I don't want to suffer alone. I needed to know that what I'm feeling is normal. Even though people can be very sympathetic, some seem like it is no big deal. It was a big deal. And every second with the Lords help I'm making it. Last Monday night I had a miscarriage. Even as I type ...
Whhooossshhhh!!!! That was September already flying by!! Next week I will be in 2 classes at the same time for 3 weeks. Now, I know what your thinking... "Lauren its two classes." Let me just explain here... each class is 6 weeks long, 4 hours each class. So that means every class is crammed with work of a semester. :) So for half of each of my classes I will be in two! That scares me! "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" This is will be my mantra! Plus all the projects I have going at work! EeeEEeekkk!! "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" So this weekend will be full of chores, school, and mayhem projects. What I'm looking forward to is finding my bin of fall decor! Its that time already! I can't wait... I LOVE fall... Pictures to follow :) Now if the weather would just feel like fall that would be fantastic! OK, my blog friends have a great weekend!!
Dear week, You have gone so slow. Dear Pixel, You have been a good girl. You may not have to find a new home Dear blog buddies, Did I tell you about my pink cape? Dear J, You are so sweet and I'm so proud of you my love! Dear O, E, and J - I think that Lala and Joshy need to kidnap you for a weekend! How fun would that be? Dear Abby, you were so cute acting all spunky in your old age! Dear weather, please stay Fall! I'm tired of being hot! Dear Josh, just another note to say I love you! Dear God, You continually amaze me! Thank you for loving me despite my self.
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